One girl with a million and one impossible dreams!

My dog Dixie, was in heaven. That my friends, is a pork bone.

So one thing I have learned about the south is that when there is a death in the family, there will always be food. Saturday I was a total health nut after watching "Supersize Me", and coming home today {Monday} after eating non-stop since i've been down there. It was crazy! 

"I got ambushed by the "Hot Doughnuts Now" sign...completely unfair of KK, of course...but ya' have to admit, each one is party in your mouth, complete with a dance floor AND a DJ" 

-Dad

But no for real. Something cool about my family is that no matter how deeps go, you'll always be family. I have aunts and uncles I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW were related to me...I was apparently was right. They were just good friends of the family. Hehe. I loved how walking into my aunt's visitation I was getting all these looks and then people came up to me and was like, "I know who you belong to, you look just like your momma! Honey, don't she look just Tina?". Haha, no joke. Every time. I just looked at them and said, "I am her daughter, thank you. She is quite beautiful isn't she!".

My "Aunt" Robin said the funniest thing when I was down there. She was talking to my cousin Eve, my sister Ashley, and myself. She said, in light of the  an article on homeless children, "I don't know all about the word, The Bible be sayin about this and all. But it's in there I know it! But it says, if you're married and you're doin it and havin these kids, you best be protecting them!"

I love that. Right there. I was crying laughing!

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RiP Aunt Pat; you'll be loved and missed always.

As i've been doing this blog, i've learned some new things about myself.

-I love the idea of love, just cause I know eventually one day it will be REAL.

-I would rather be a kick butt, go getter for a while...I achieve more and I feel more independent.

-I'm starting to think more independently. Rather than what others say I SHOULD do with my life, i'm making my own choices.

...that's all I have so far. 

30 Day Challenge

Day 9&10

Day 9 Q: How you hope your future will be like.

A: Let me just say that I hate answering a question like this...I never know what to put. But the best way that I can answer is that I sincerely hope my family as well as myself are happy and healthy. I hope one day to be married, 3 kids, and running my own photography business with Miss Rachel helping me advertise. If not photography then art teacher, if not art teacher then independent art business of any sort, and if not that then massage therapist.

I wish the best but I know it's gonna happen how God wants it to happen, and i'm fine with that. 

Day 10 Q: Discuss your first love and your first kiss.

A: Personal? SURE. Ok, so. My first love, his name was AJ. He was a jerk and seriously...Ryan's buffet on the first date when he promised Olive Garden?! Yeah..he probably should have dressed a tad bit nicer than wife beater, work boots, and dirty pants too...that would have been nice. BUT then I realized he really wasn't my first love. Daniel would probably take that spot. All i'm gonna say is that we loved each other, and I was my happiest. You can't just pretend to be happy...it doesn't work like that. He was my first kiss and I don't regret it. I'm trying to find a word to describe it but I really can't. Cause beautiful sounds cheesy. I mean, there was a lot that came from our relationship. I got hurt but I LEARNED from it, and i'm starting to realize I should be thankful for him. Cause if I didn't ever meet him, I might not have learned a lot of things about myself. And as for my first kiss: I got a picture of that moment [<3] and I was watching Tarzan when it happen...living proof Disney is known for magic.

Let the right one in. Let the old dreams die. Let the wrong ones go.
“The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened.”

Night

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