Sleep.

Again! ONCE AGAIN!
I had another bad dream.
Not the nice ones that you like waking up from, NO!
The ones that make you want to SCREAM.
I'm trying to hard not loose every ounces of sanity
If there is any left at all.
I'd some reach out and answer my call.
I'm begging, please, with all that is in me!
I'll never think again if you'll only redeem me!
Not once
Not twice
But three times a fool.
To think that love could be my tool.
Not once
Not twice
But three times weak.
Cause you see what I am when i'm only asleep! 


I see you, I hear you, I think your name.
You are driving me COMPLETELY insane!
I'm trying to pray, i'm trying to hope,
But every time I do I always choke. 
I hate this grip that you have on my life!
I never signed this contract,
I just read every line!
Not one
Or two 
But three hundred times I lie.
"I'm sleeping fine"
And now
I go weak
As once again, I cry.




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