Oh my word, so this is just dandy!
For the past week i've been waking up between 5:15-6:30...the ONE DAY I get a decent night's sleep, I have a nightmare that my ex died.
Like it was New Years [we were still together in the dream], I was sit on his lap talking to some people and I turn around and his eyes are dark like he just got punched, his face was pale, he had absolutely no color in his eyes. I was asking if he was ok but he kept saying he was. I kissed him when the New Years' ball dropped and when I did he died...
I woke up crying! Oh my gosh!!
Like, how fair is all this? A decent night sleep, just one, with maybe a good dream? Maybe if every single stupid thing didn't remind me of him I wouldn't be having dreams like this. GR.
I'm done, that's all.
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