Likes: Pina Coladas and getting caught in the rain; yours for the rescuing.

What is there really to say? I'm under attack from every angle and emotion. UGH. Like sometimes I wish I could make sense of it all...organize it? Know what to do? I'm hoping hanging out with Rachel will make things a lot better. That girl can normally make my day, her and Laurel have that ability. I know exactly how this feels physically...i've been in a crazy game of War Ball. You get hit you're out, and if you catch the ball they throw at you then you stay in.

"Today I will look back and smile. Because I know, what happened yesterday is my past. And it's past for a reason. And everything happens for a reason...no matter if we choose to believe it or not."

I have a song for the day, it really made everything a lot better actually. It's me to a point:

Rupert Holmes - Escape

"If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.
If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain.
If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.
You're the love that I've looked for, come with me, and escape."

I mean, i'd rather be sippin on a Pina Colada while tanning right now. This rain is wearing me OUT! Not that I don't mind it, it's just that dry and hot weather is better. Like I some people who are happy no matter what the weather, and I don't know how ferreal!

30 Day Challenge

Day 18

Q: Your beliefs.

A: I'm gonna do this in quotes:

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles." 

"Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you." 

"There is more to sex appeal than just measurements. I don't need a bedroom to prove my womanliness. I can convey just as much sex appeal, picking apples off a tree or standing in the rain." 

"Pick the day. Enjoy it - to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come... The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present, and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future." 

"I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it." 

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much."

"You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you think you cannot do." 

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right- for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't."

"Friendship with ones self is all important, because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world."

"Freedom makes a huge requirement of every human being. With freedom comes responsibility. For the person who is unwilling to grow up, the person who does not want to carry is own weight, this is a frightening prospect."

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